so dull..so monotonous

hurm..i dont know why,i just feel my life now is rather dull n so monotonous..heh,im not supposed to think that way i know..becoz it can somehow shows that im not thankful which is totally wrong...im so grateful in fact..just a bit empty maybe..but on top of that,i know im lucky enough to be surrounded by extraordinary people in college though..it's just that...naahhh,this is crap.