i planned to go back to college yesterday actually, but too lazy to get outta my room..hav to be really strict to my self though at home or otherwise, i won't be touching books at all..thinking of going back tonite, but not sure yet..making decision frm a number of choices is really TOUGH for me..wut's more if i hav a better choice in mind..like stays home for another day or going back to college..arghh!it's just 2 weeks more before i can stay home as much as i want but still...erghh..
of course i prefer to be home coz it makes me feel free to study without any guilt of not studying for a minute and without feeling disturbed (although there's quite some distractions at home)..if i were to be in college at this time, surely i 'bengang' with my rummie who almost every second on the phone talking to her bf!!!annoying and irritating!not becoz im jelous or wut, it's disturbing especially when she's talking bout PERSONAL INTIMATE matter..huh! i don't wanna hurt anybody,dat's y i don't directly say that to her but indrectly i did do something that shows my uneasiness..she's just too ignorance to understand i guess..hurm..people..people..
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