longgggG way 2 go..

As cn be seen in my calender up there, i went 4 a pre-dep organized by IMAM..last yr i joined as the participant but this yr, as a faci..how fast time flies huh..as great as ever, i njoyed joining the progrm..it's gud when a bunch of med student cn meet up engaging our selves in our common interest..

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MEDCINE..how to get there?and how euphoric it is to be there?
The line of work isn't a joke, n the pathway isn't a leisure one..to be in a med skul, it's a bliss!but that's just the beginning..4get all the tip top previous score, be it SPM or IB..med skul is totally a DIFFERENT league...one who's in this KNOWS very well wut im talking about..

So let's make our calculation:

Undergraduate studies = 5 yrs (minus 1-since im done with my 1st yr alhamdulillah)
Housemanship = 2 yrs
Waiting 4 masters = 2 yrs minimum (during this time, might be posted to rural areas)
Postgrad studies = 4 yrs (doing ur specialty)
Subspecialist = 2/3 yrs (depending on the field)
Total = 16/15 yrs

So, do we really think in 15/16 years time..we wont encounter any 'badluck' or failure? Say i get married now,my child will even be done with PMR by d time i get my subspecialty cert!(well that's jst a comparison of how long the journey 2 become a full subspecialist is) Anything can happen within that 15/16 yrs time..IF any unwanted things ever happen at any point within that 15/16 yrs, will we be able to look back and say.."Alaa, kalaola aku study btul2 n tak main2..."or will we be able to face the present and say.."Ergh..kalao amik course lain kan dah lepak2 je skang.."or will we be able to foresee our future ahead and say.."Wutever happen,i'll go for it jugak!"

It's too unpredictable isn't it??..we can study as hard as we cn ever bear, but how cn we be sure of the outcome?Say in our anatomy or any theory paper, God knows how a lot it is the facts we have 2 memorize..wut if we get ill during the revision period but recover on the exam day???And say in our clinical exam, yes we've memorize all the theories n has mastered all the skills required but who knws wut kind of patient we may get?wut if the patient refuse to co-operate?SEE??

So..my very important point here is...in this bumpy pathway, only to GOD we shud submit ourselves to..Only Him cn make us healthy, only Him cn giv us good luck, only Him cn make we feel like flipping through the topics that will come out in the exams d nxt day..only HIM..Doa, Usaha n Tawakkal...With pure intention, may Allah make it smooth for us all...=)
i write this cz im scared.cz i care.cz i...i dnt knw